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Feeling disconnected, feeling distant and untethered. Every time I start to wonder if maybe I'm just not meant for people, if withdrawing is the right way to go, these moods come on and remind me that I can't survive that way. Because I don't know what to do with people, people make me feel sick and wrong and I never do it right, but I can't handle feeling alone for long either. And maybe that means I need to be alone, I don't know, but I don't want to be.


Give me topics to talk about? Or ramble about something you love to me. Or something you hate. Or anything at all. I don't care. I don't have the mind for a proper meme but right now it's reach out or break down.